REVIEW : PART I

And I was in the middle of wrapping up my mini presentation of a seminar review about sustainable building and construction for my company "TOMORROW" morning while writing this post. I got bored and thought I could use some refreshments. 


So I decided to pay a visit here. As I scrolled through the labels of my post it came through my mind the heading "PRIORITY", I remembered that I wrote it exactly a year ago, I think it was supposed to be a new years resolution but I was too busy with my final project  that I eventually recalled to jot down one in April last year.


- Wrap up my Final Year Project
- Apply for an Internship somewhere in a far away land, or 
- scholarship for masters degree
 (well I managed to apply for some this year, I'm crossing my fingers for my Fulbright application, and others, I really hope that I could continue my masters soon without constraints of any working contract, Amin)
- Get a summer job
- Spend more time with friends
- Wrap up my department report
- Jogging  (this kinda worked out *a bit*)
- Try new cookings and document them (* I did try to make some pancakes :D?*)
- Write a story that i had in my head since a couple of months ago
  *maybe make a biography :D* (I reconsidered of accomplishing this one, I think its too narcisstic in a way- but I managed to make a CV for job interviews?! *close enough*) 
- Practice my shuffling (I had this idea a year ago, but since now it became too mainstream, i think ill just forget about it) 
- Travel around Holland and snap some pictures.
- Read some good books
- Learn some new languages
(Even if I started this a bit too late I still managed to get it on track :D my German class starts this 5th of May yeaayy! :D)
- Conduct a small version of Lonely planet
(In this case I'm also planning to visit some places, hope my plan works out well :)) 
- and well... maybe join another conference.. 

Its actually nice to make some goals, it gives me the idea of where I am going, and keeps me in the right track. Out of the 17 resolutions I made, I managed to achieve 10, in progress of achieving 3, and failed in 4.

So I guess I'm ready to get back on the track. :) hellooo 2012!

THE SPEED OF LIGHT THROUGH TIME AND SPACE

NORTH SAILS OF THE MODERN BATAVIA

SELF REFLECTION

Its been a while since my fingers had been dancing on top of my loyal-life supporting Asus.I left this blog for almost (1...2...3...4.. ok) 5 months already. After I got back from that vicious cold country, underwent a proper convocation ceremony, and eventually got employed, things a bit changed. Since I've been committed to a working contract as an assistant Urban Design consultant I'm lacking of precious spare time after office hours *seriously I'm not wining nor complaining, just contemplating.. well maybe a little- but just a little*. I solemnly believe that this is a consequence of being employed, I work to be responsible of what I am obligated to take part in and I am satisfied of how I was "capable" of filling the national market demand.

This is to remind myself how I had went through living my life, just to reflect myself on how my emotions and maturity developed. How decisions that were made determines where I head to in life, how I was able to obtain the best out of un-mendable mistakes that I accidentally or consciously made. It's still a long journey, and I'm not sure until when I will arrive in my final destination.

Eventually in the end all I wanted to feel before the glory or a failure of a result  is the process. the "going through" part of the story  which I think is important in making me realize what kind of input I've learned so far or how experience moulds me to become a better individual and the way my perspective change towards responding a certain phenomenon.

beste,

CONFESSION

I will be bold.
I will fix my stupid past decisions.
I will work harder.
I will make better plans.
and I will continue to live up my dreams!

Welcome 2012!! :)